Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Self Examination....

So much has been going on in my life right now and I was sitting here trying to decide if I wanted to write or should I say "what to write". I've been wanting to write but often once I get to the page I dont even know where to begin. I have been on an emotional roller coaster in my marriage lately, I mean DEFINITELY going through the storm. I wasnt going to write this because I feel like its personal (which of course it is) but I also want to be transparent, that we all go through something because thats life but HOW we go through it is what makes the difference.

I've only been married for 2 and a half years but if feels like an eternity..lol (I dont know how they make it 10-20-30+yrs).  Through this storm that I have been going thru I have been getting deeper in my spiritual studies and I remember that God didnt say He would remove the burdens but that He will make them lighter. He gives us burdens to remind us that we need Him and we cant live this life without Him. I have to say that I can verify that when times were good (embarrassed to say) I did not spend as much time as I should have with Him and I didnt realize it until things werent as "good" or easy as before. Thank you Lord for your gentle reminder...

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