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Clomid- Part 2....ACTION!!!

Ok...so last month was a dud. I can't believe it, I mean I had like every symptom that I could have except nausea and I thought I was not being obsessive watching every single feeling or discomfort.
I took clomid 100mg cd3-7. I took my last pill Saturday on 25th. This time though I don't feel any symptoms well side effects from the clomid like last month I had migraines. It kinda make me feel like I've been taking sugar pills..lol..the pills that don't do anything so I'm really hoping to ovulate this month.


I've been keeping myself busy to not dwell on this this month because I like went crazy last month...lol. My doctor do not have me monitored at all which I wish he at least did the mid check or whatever. But hopefully this month we get BFP and not have to worry about it. I also decided to take Fertile CM that I ordered from amazon (super excited..great reviews). My doctor told me that I have hostile mucus basically saying my area is attacking and killing the little sperms before they even have a chance.. :( He told me to drink a lot of water. Well when I looked it up I came across this Fertile CM. Fertile CM is suppose to help to make the area sperm friendly and less hostile. It's also suppose to help produce more fertile mucus for the sperm to get through.


So I'm taking Fertile CM, Double X, and baby aspirin. I also brought ovulation tests and ONLY 3 pregnancy tests..lol so whatever happens after the 3 I'm going to get a blood test.


I am going to start ovulation testing tomorrow and hopefully get a surge very soon. Then on to the two week wait... Yay!


The main thing I try to remember and have to remember is that God is always in charge regardless and when I remember this then it helps me to calm down even though me and my hubby are just soooo excited for when the time comes...


God Bless and lots of babydust....

Beautiful....

This is just beautiful...definitely adding to my dream board...I can see me now cruising down the highway...lol.. Love it!!!

Carrot Cake Sandwiches Handle the Heat

Carrot Cake Sandwiches Handle the Heat

This looks interesting to try. I'm going to try and see how it is. My only concern is whether it would be to sweet. So we'll see.

Infertility...Conception Problems...What???

We have been on a journey trying to conceive... but my husband is way more lax than I and ladies you know that time clock be ticking for us..lol. But we've been married for almost 3yrs and have known each other for 4yrs and ttc for 3yrs. I NEVER though that it would be a problem or it wouldn't just "happen" when the time came or accidentally or anything. I have never taken birth controls because I didn't need to. I heard about people ttc for yrs and couldn't imagine, you know I just felt bad for them and prayed for them but when it becomes you, its amazing how it can have so much affect on you. It makes me feel so bad because my husband is such a family oriented guy and he loves family, so looking forward to us having a family is something I cant wait for.

 In the beginning, I thought it was just going to happen you know and it did then I had a miscarriage. Then it happened again and another miscarriage. I couldn't believe it, I never even thought of that being a problem, I mean my sister popped out her three with no problems. So then after a year with nothing happening (the miscarriages was over a period of 2 yrs). I started looking more into it and researching myself because I was telling my ob but he wasn't moving fast enough and it is like so difficult getting an appointment with him and he told me he wanted us to just have fun with it and try not to think about it, which of course is not that easy but I managed to put it on the back burner with everything else that was going on but that did not work so we're back at square one. Everything seems so far and in between with my doctor I figured I'll see what I can do to help the process. Finding out that my weight plays a big factor on fertility, it made me want to step up my fitness habits. I already had made the decision to live a healthier lifestyle but now I have more motivation.

Also my doctor finally gave me clomid 100mg...I'm soooo excited to see how it goes. I'm praying that we get it on the first round (currently on first round). So we'll see how it goes...

God Bless...

Digging a Little Deeper...

I find that I am a very personal individual for whatever reason I just know I've been like this for years since I can remember and I'm 26 right now. Well it didn't use to be a problem until recently since I've gotten married. My husband has a big problem with me being soooo private so we clash just about every time about it but I try to get him to understand where I come from and I understand where he's coming from and we meet half way...but that's easier said than done. Which I don't get because it just sounds so simple to me..lol but of course he has to be difficult..lol..joking. Really we do see totally different points when it comes to this, he is totally a "my business is your business type of guy and I have nothing to hide". Me on the other hand is like "my business is my business and when/if I know you well enough I MIGHT tell you". So you see how it could cause a problem. The only simple reason I have is that I always felt you cant control what WAS said or who you told something, once its out its out and if you didn't tell the right person or say the right thing than it can cause a mess. Another one of my reasons is because a lot of times when you tell people something they can be so negative or opinionated and is totally not helpful even if they mean well. A lot of times I like to work on things than once its where I want it or I make a decision about it than I let people in but my husband acts like he don't understand that at all. He'll tell somebody something like his mother then she'll be asking us about it til the end and it is soooo annoying to me. So I'm going to open up on here a little more to ease in to the process..lol..for my husband. I told him we're opposites which is a good thing he helps me look at things from another perspective and vice versa cause I do know I can be uptight about some things..so I have decided to work on it. But really do anyone see where I'm coming from???? :)

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Staying Motivated...

Today I did not meet the goals I had in place. I had other distractions that came about and was focused on helping others which could be good or bad but in this case it was bad. You never allow other people to take you off your tasks. Of course sometimes it is really necessary but other times your just helping them complete their list and neglecting your own.

Anyhow... I am resetting the goal and starting again.

Short term goal is to jog the next 5 days in a row for ATLEAST 30 minutes. I'll do that for the next couple of weeks until it becomes habit. Also no fried foods.

Fun fact...It takes 21days in a row to commit something to habit.. :)

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